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Merely LOVE is real... I started to film my life the day in advance of my brother Adam arrived. Since then I've been trying to catch all my cravings and all my excitement on tape cuz my love is particular and I wish the world to watch that, feel that, understand that. I would have not at any time thought that I'd make it that far. There were days I detested myself. But capturing my love would ease my pang. And it would even assist me to receive rid of that coward in me. In my recordings everybody can watch me growing. And I don't just mean down there. 'Cause step by step I experienced things I had at no time even dared dreaming of. And I don't just mean my squirtings out of even touching myself. The pont of time I sort his name on my keyboard my fingers wrestle for the letters: A-D-A-M. Like the 1st chap on earth. Frankly, who thinks of an apple, if u are nude and in paradise. I am well. I am ok. I even have enjoyment. 'cuz I am free. Everybody who wishes to love has to go throughout this, has to go some way. Probably greater amount than 10 steps. Probably less. But those are my footsteps, my marks - like barefaced enchanting ball cream on brother's bubble booty. I am willing to live now. We are willing to live now. Me and my brother Adam. Jointly. Julian